Monday, January 9, 2012

♪I got 99 problems and they all b*tches!♪

"A problem you have had." That's today's challenge.

I have all kinds of problems, okay?

Spring semester started at Auburn today. I had really hoped I would have been there. I can't help but feel so frustrated and lost and like I want to curl into the fetal position and bawl my stupid eyes out.

I know things don't just get magically better. I know that. But I feel like I'm crawling out of my skin and I need something, anything to happen. Something needs to go my way. Something needs to nudge me in the general direction I'm to go. I know what I want. But I do have 2 kids I have to consider in any decision I make because it will affect them.

Today, though, I just want to pack my bags and run away. Far, far away. Or drink. A lot.

I really wish there was an apostrophe in that there "theres." the sentiment is  true though.

2 comments:

  1. Just stand there and let me hug you. I know it's rough wanting to change things and feeling trapped in an endless loop of not being able to make it change faster. I can't even imagine what I would do if I had kids to consider too. You're awesome and strong and I know you WILL make it happen. =(

    Love the pic! It drives me nuts when ppl make an awesome one and then screw the grammar up. lol!

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  2. Thanks, Rubylicious! *hugs* Your constant words of encouragement and support and your general awesomeness keep me going!

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